I caught of glimpse of myself — el nudo — in a full length mirror the other day and stopped. “Hmmm, not bad.” Not as bad as I thought, anyway.
I hardly ever see myself full length, especially without clothes, and I bet most women don’t.
The mirrors where we get intimate are the ones we use [...]
Category Archives: Deep Knee Bends
The Shape of a Woman
How to Spot an Old Soul
The Universe sent me a message the other day. It said:
“You can always tell an old soul, Elizabeth, by how friendly they are to trees…
“…and dogs.”
55 Miles Further Along
A Befuddled Poem About the Fact That I Rode 55 Miles on a Bike in One Day
by Elizabeth Howard
My butt hurts still today,
But not as much as my knees do.
Which goes to show you…
Having all that padding isn’t
Such a bad thing after all.
I’m brain fried, 24 hours later,
With zero comprehension
Of time or distance,
Though I can [...]
Dusting for Exercise
Knitting is very conducive to thought. It is nice to knit a while, put down the needles, write a while, then take up the sock again. – Dorothy Day
I feel as if I have disappeared again.
This was the transitional week, the time I had “free” to get ready, to get things done.
School starts tomorrow [...]
The Simple Life
Straightforwardness and simplicity are in keeping with goodness. – Seneca
Colin and I went to Oconomowoc, Wisconsin this weekend for our friend, Andy’s, ordination. Andy is married to Aimee, my best friend. Aimee and I were maid/matrons of honor at each other’s weddings.
After years in London and our life now on the hectic East Coast, it [...]
Summer Ending
After the hail storm, the summer seems to have given in.
The days are noticeably shortening, cooler… the humidity still clings, but something within the sunny days isn’t full of the same hope that it bannered in the early part of June. The clouds have come and are bringing the first longings of autumn.
Time for [...]
Post Script from Elizabethtown
There are two green metal boxes in my attic. I am not sure, but I think there were once used for gun cartridges. They are Canadian military issue. They don’t hold anything deadly anymore. Just old love letters, none of mine.
It’s early, grey morning. I’ve made tea, and now it’s cooling on the counter. I [...]
Dr. Who and the Roller Coaster
In my dream last night I was following Dr. Who (David Tennant) and some friends to an alternate universe.
Since it was a dream, it was alot like a Dr. Who episode, with strange creatures and great gaping caverns. We transported through reams of paper and The Doctor was his effervescent self.
My favorite part of the [...]
Ma Vie en Vert
With the window open, from my bed, the view is only grass.
It doesn’t matter if it is raining or sunny– from here I have my square of green framed in white. My life in grass.
In London, from the window of my office at Delaware Road — the first flat — my view was a damp [...]
A Note on Nougat
Occasionally I ask myself “What are you writing?!?? Pelting squirrels and fuzzy cat buses?!?”
That is usually when I can feel myself “filling in”– you know, writing something that isn’t exactly the truth of what is on my mind.
I guess I “fill-in” on the days when I need to talk, to spill it, but I just [...]
Offer Expires at Midnight
Someone whispered to me this:
Today is a one-time deal, Elizabeth. Offer expires at midnight.
It’s days before the anniversary of one year in Connecticut and the leaves are still busting out. The forsythia does not bloom forever.
I can’t tell you about tomorrow, but for today, I am cashing in on the deal.
You alright?
John Brandon, the great governor of the Warrington Hotel, was the first English person to truly confuse me with a question.
“You alright?” he’d ask, his voice rising up lightly. He was from East London, proper Cockney. His “you alright” was was one of the few things I could actually understand him saying.
Except that I didn’t.
“Yessss…,” [...]
Nowhereland
It’s dark in here.
Yesterday, after the end came, I spotted a soggy tennis ball at the side of the road.
It was in the sand, nearby the strip mall, inches away from rushing tires. Miles away from tennis courts, or even miles from the drooling mouth of a happy dog.
It gets easier to wonder about randomness. [...]
Bored Beyond Belief
Lately, I don’t know what I am doing.
I am not so much numb as I have been fiercely holding down my mind, pressing it up against my palm to keep it from straying.
I am stopping every other thought… back spacing and deleting it. I am rushing backwards to go over the day, to edit [...]
A Stream Running Up a Mountain
O, love is never easy
It’s almost always out of your way.
It’s not the path of least resistance.
It’s not some words you get to say.
He is rough and she is gentle. He is smooth and she rocks like ice in gin. He is jittery and patient. She is cool and hot.
I love them.
My friends are splitting [...]